Dang, man. I apologized to Sam, and she accepted. I'm feeling better, but I still feel all guilty about the whole thing. I know I have weirdo anger problems, but I'm really a nice person deep down inside! Really! XD;

Neee, I'm going to doll again today... But I really think I should make my other Gaia commissions... *giant heaving sigh*

I have like, 346897349573x million of them to do. xD but that's fine, I get good gold for them. lol

It's basically 1k every half hour, if I think about it.. Because I work for only about 2 1/2 hours? Sometimes a lot more, but it's all good. xD

NEEEE I can't stop thinking about my stupid french thing... I have to call my partner soon, yo. Maybe tomorrow.. I'm really tired still from Sonya's.. And then last night I couldn't sleep. So I fell asleep playing my DS at like, 3AM. *feels shame*

I can't get the damn song out of my head now. XD I HATE YOU, RANDOM SUNNYSHORE OR WHATEVER THE HECK YOU'RE CALLED :gasp:

*Skips off into sunset to try to make Eevee babies*

If anyone knows how I can catch an Ekans in Pearl, please tell me *death*

(P.S. I only have ruby.. I want firered/leafgreen/emerald so badly D: )

Sooooo, Yes. Hello, random readers.. who.. don't read this! I needed somewhere to rant, and this is the only option. O___o;; So yes... I shall rant!

Okayokay. So there's this thing happnin on EE, this "Spring thing event," right? And I wasn't here when they announced it, I was at a beef's house (best friends forever, bff? try to pronounce it. Exxxaaccttlllyyy.) and i was havin' a blast..

So I come home from her house after about a week, and find out there's a new event! So I'm all, woooo! A new event, let's go ask all my friends if they want to be in a group!

So there I am, about to ask sammae.... And she already HAS a group. WITH HAMMY. Like, srsly? WTF is up with that! I was so pissed! I find it totally unfair that they didn't even think about me, sure, I "quit" dolling a while ago, but EVERYONE knew I would get back into it. I'm just retarded like that. (And now I am back into it, I'm toolshading, yeeeey!)

BUT YEAH. So! I'm all angry at Sam, and TOTALLYYYYY more angry at Hamz, because she knew I would want to be with her. BUT NO. They had to go off and be all Friggin' gay ass, and just leave me out without even giving me a thought.

So yeah. I go off to Mero, and ask her. And she already has a freaking group. So I'm all, OH, KTHX... I FEEL ALL WARM AND LOVED. Total lie! I felt like crying, and for a matter of fact, I DID CRY. I was angry as heck, k?!

I wanted to just scream at them all! I apologized to Sam, but who gives a freak if she even cares. I am srsly PO'ed at Hammy, though. She totally freaking knew I would be gone, yet there she goes, leaving me out of the group, not even questioning if I wanted to be in her group.

I don't even want to be in their stupid group anyways, if I think about it. If I have "friends" that can just "magically, instantaneously" forget about me, SURE, I'm going to just "MAGICALLY" forget about them!!

But yes...

Now I'm in a group with Rit and Sonya! YEEEEEYYY MEEEEE~

Becky might join, so I'm uber pumped. She's getting REALLY good in dolling! I like how she shades. :3

Sonya is getting so much better, as well. She's following in my footsteps! c: I'm so proud of her. I haven't really seen any of Rit's dolls lately, maybe I should ask her how she's going along with that.

I'm so freaking tired, man! Gaaaahhhhh... I must sleeeeeepppp...

I'm too freaking angry to sleep, though. Oh well.. I'll manage.

OKAY, AND BY THE WAY GUYS *Which is no one except my imaginary friend ovur day-ur* I'm going to try really hard and make this account live again. xD;

Yeeeeeeey~

GOO'NIGHT, YO.

*Glares at evil people who don't care about me*

Yey!~ I hoped the bandwagon, and decided to join in the 1oo theme thingy as well. D I think it'll help me with my drawing, heh. <3

I'm so pumped to start this, I might start the first one right now, hehe. :3

I think I'm supposed post all the themes. XDDDD;; So, here they are :B

1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation